Posted by TheFool at 11:33 PM on November 13, 2006.
The ants are back,
gnawing at my brain until i cry in submission.
I wish I can stop
the flood of thoughts in my head...
the decisions I don't have to make, but need to make.
I wish I can think of rainbows and flowers,
so that I can stop annoying the heavens
with my screams of anguish over the demons -
demons of my own creation -
that visit me in my sleep.
And although I long to join the angels as they sing hymns
to the king of kings,
I wonder if I am cursed to spend the rest of my days,
and all of eternity,
wallowing in my personal hell.